The Christmas music in my house has been playing non stop since Thanksgiving. I feel like I’m trapped in the mall.
It hasn’t. I was growing my hair for three years. Then in my fourth year natural I got bored and started cutting it. This summer I decided to just cut everything off and start over. Between school, my social life, and love life I felt like I was carrying so much baggage and wanted a fresh start. So I cut it all off.
Thank you beautiful. :)
While I’ve been away I’ve been:
I’m in such a good place. I’m happy. I’m focused. I’m blessed.
This year I have been through so many ups and downs. I started out so lost with where I’m going, but now my path is so clear.
I know it sounds cheesy, but I feel like a butterfly that’s been a cocoon that’s blossoming.
I dig your words.
Wow. What an awesome question. I was thinking about this recently. I don’t think I’ve ever really allowed myself to be that vulnerable in front of the camera. that’s something I’m going to change. But there are two that I feel were emotionally very honest.
This one I took right after I cut my hair back in August. I was really screaming. I felt like I’d let go of so much emotional baggage, unhealthy relationships, and a self destructive mind set.
And there there is this one. I’ve always kind of hated it, but didn’t know why. I think it’s because I unintentionally caught I sad I was. It’s all in my eyes. At that time I was lost about where I was going in life and I felt vulnerable.
Maybe the most honest pictures are some I’ve never posted…..
Chapter 23|| Redefined.
This week I turned my attention inward. I stopped looking for reasons outside of myself why things were happening to me. Instead I focused on how I could control how I respond to what was coming my way.
I decided on my goals as a designer and my other careers.
I’ve also been falling in love with myself more. I’ve been spending time with myself. I’ve focused on my body, my mind, and spirit. I fell more in love with my curves, my voice, my intelligence, my essence.
I am sexy. I am stunning. I am brilliant.
Movie date with da bestie.
Never trust anyone who doesn’t tell you there is something in your teeth.